About Me

I would think of myself as a friendly person,capable to love and to show affection for her friends and family at times and in many other times I am cold,it's not that I don't like a person,most of the times I feel that I don't know what to say...I don't know how to show my gratitude,my respect,my love...so I keep quiet...but what is the mean to show so much affection,sometimes I see people showing just too much and it gets to feel like it's all fake,there are thigns that I feel that I should say or do not os often because for me is important to really mean it.
Sometimes I might fool myself too and say words that I don't mean,in many cases I did wrong,in many cases I had too much pride to say "I am sorry",in many cases I wanted to write,to write my feelings and so I did because for me writing is like a second tongue,I feel that I can say more,I feel that I am not so capable to show and say somethings so I find my salvation in writing.
I am not a writer,I intend to be,I hope to be,but I am not sure,it's hard to be sure when you see how meaningless things are transformed into important things...for some is important to show to the whole world what they have no matter if this world with all it's science still has so many problems,I am not sure because important things are taken lightly,even people who are close to you take all those feelings that you express as something not important!But I don't want to pretend to be a good person,I am just an ordinary person with good and bad things and I don't want for others to get a wrong impression of me...I am strong and yet so fragile,I am smart and yet so stupid, I ma good and yet so bad,I am funny and yet so serious,I have a little bit of everything,and there coems a moment when you have to pick what will you be.
A person has so many faces,it's full of so many feelings but in all this I see the need to be sincere with yourself...we are what we are and in the process of developing and becoming real people we will past through so many contrary feelings and the choice is up to us...to be what people call "nice" or to be what people call "arrogant"!
I have so many things that I dream of,so many things that I wish for but I know that with lots of work some might become real while others will still be dreams.